A Superwoman Vs. Her Invisible Illness

Some days are better than others. Some days I feel like superwoman and I feel like I can conquer the world and then there are other days.

Days where the world beats me. Days when every little thing I do hurts and I feel completely defeated. These days almost make me wish I never had food days.

These days make me wish it was always the same so that I could get used to the pain and make it wash away like so many other aches and pains I have made disappear, but I know I can’t make that happen.

Instead I have to push through these crazy pains and tell myself I need to keep going.

So, here I sit repeating over and over…

It’s not real.

It’s not real.

It’s not real.

And I repeat this because 10 minutes ago I stepped on a tiny crumb on the floor and it hurt so bad that I saw stars and still have shooting pain coursing up my leg from the bottom of my foot.

Today might end badly, but that doesn’t mean tomorrow will end badly. I’ll take a deep breath and wish, wish for a better tomorrow instead.

Goodnight world. Goodnight CMT. You didn’t win this time.

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Ashley

Owner at Persevering Momma

Ashley is a 30-something woman that recently made some huge changes in her life. She grew up as a Chicagoan and moved to Indiana where she now resides with an amazing man their two cats. She is a new momma and loving every moment with her little man. She also enjoys spending time learning new things, reading, playing video games, spending time outside, and hiking when she is up to it, fishing, and in general loving life.

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